The worst has happened, and I still can't believe it.

I actually had frightening mental chills just before I got the news. They warned me of bad things that were coming.

I just really wanna go see Megan soon. I had actually hoped to see her on happier terms since we hadn't seen each other in a while. But now that the worst has, in fact, come to past, I just wanna go see her.
So called best friends should be there when these kind of tragedies happen.(And I'm really starting to feel like a crappy friend. And I hate it)

-sigh- Tomorrow. Hopefully. If all goes well.

And god I hope it does.